MY VERY 1ST DAY IN COLLEGE...

Senior college - an unexpected demeanour since i never thought i would go through this experience, my future plans being something entirely different. Nevertheless, i opted for my favorite subjects- english n' psycho..n' headed for day 1 into the vast college of academics...my speciality...in2 arts.

Nervous as I was, I required someone to accompany me into the college campus...an old friend did. No ragging, no tensions. 2-3 days into the college n' i realised my friend n' her group are d boring sort according to my tastes, always bunking classes, masti, gossip n' what all crap. Just the right temperament u need 2 mess up ur graduation, n' later, ur career! I'm stuck with them! Try as I might, me cant get myself outta this quicksand. Really pissed off, uff!!! N' even if i try 2 mix wid other ppl, am termed as a "double cross", now i dunno how that happened!!!!lolz...

Anyways, today me completed one whole week in the college, n' really irritated, dunno how to handle three whole years!!!Me planning to bury myself into books, thats all...what say?

AN UNSPEAKABLE CRY!!!

Thy heart's sombre emotions,
all the way growing stronger...
a drop now, an ocean then,
it never seems to die.
It calls out, for its aching heart
is melting up, up and away...
So much for the pain!
Wont I meet you again?
An emotional stress, an aesthetic feeling,
something tells me you are around,
to my heart you are duty bound.
Wont thou ever be mine?
Emotion calls from its highest peak,
Love is there, strong but bleak.
Atheist are you, to my feelings?
Ignorant are you, of my pain?
Oh come now!Enough of the game...
Lets start...all over again.
Something seems to die in me,
Something seems to churn.
Ah!the pain it takes,
to go on and on and on...
Oh come now!Enough of the game...
Lets start...all over again...